merrrrrrrr' ChristmAs!

first of all.... MeRry merrY merRy meerryyy merry merrrryyyy mEerrRYy Merry MeRRY Christmas peeps! i know this is kinda late wish but well... as usual my flow of thoughts didn't like.... flow until a miracle happened about 10 minutes ago that i absolutely must mark it down - the miracle that is
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my lil' sis bought me a Xmas present :O
Now bear in mind that she ain't very good at expressing herself on speech (she rolls her eyes in making every point in a conversation - i had to learn to interpret them), let alone doing something as sweet as buying a starlight bracelet for her sister that she hates (most of the time anyway). So yeah it was a sob/touchy moment for me for about 30 seconds after she gave me the present :D *sigh* i think i'm gonna miss her after i'm gone... wuaaaaaaaaaa

p/s: i bought a backpack and a compressed feather pillow from Ikea to bring to Perth :D Hence completing my to-buy items for Oz hua hua hua... oh wait... there's still the external HD +_+ i hate to have to go to Low Yat

Light of my Life

i don't know if i have posted this up before as i fell in love with the song the first time i heard the Rachael Yamagata's version - instantly - and i would've put it here.

But whatever it is, a phone call with an old friend (though i sometimes wish it was to be another) sets my emotions haywire again. Then, i feel the need to say express something which i would not in this world this lifetimes, dare to say to him. I supposed my blog would be the best place, should i ever die tomorrow and he will never know, this would be a (almost) never dies encription that (cha boh) can inform him about.

(Dear Eisa Isaac)
Everybody needs a lil' light in life.
Some stumbles upon it, some is poured endlessly and effortlessly on, while others seek through the sky and universe for it.
Well i, i stumbled upon you; though i did go through the sky and the universe to capture that light - the light that is want to be mine.
Unfortunately, all it was, was just a flicker; never to be.
Even when i stood in the dark, just waiting and waiting, and waiting, and waiting....

I believe in fate, as much as i believe in love.
However, fate was not there when i needed him; just like how i can never say when i needed you.
In this life, we only have one chance to live and die.
I will choose that chance to be fulfilled by you, to live and let live; to die and forever be;
But that is not it, for you and i could never be.



[Rachael Yamagata - I Wish You Love]
Goodbye, no use leading with our chins, this is where our story ends,
Never lovers ever friends.
Goodbye, let our hearts call it a day, but before you walk away,
I sincerely want to say.

I wish you bluebirds in the spring, to give your heart a song to sing,
And then a kiss, but more than this, i wish you love.
And if you like a lemonade to cool you in some lazy glade,
I wish you health, and more than wealth, i wish you love.

My breaking heart and i agree that you and i could never be,
So with my best, my very best, i set you free.
I wish you shelter from the storm, a cozy fire to keep you warm,
Most of all, when snowflakes fall, i wish you love.

I wish you shelter from the storm, a cozy fire to keep you warm,
Most of all, when snowflakes fall, hot time, i wish you love.
All kinds of love, a whole gang of love.

the aftermath

ahh... i can compete with my dad already.... had beer for breakie +_+ at noon am tipsy already +________+ and all this without fully recovered from the previous nites AND after waking up with runny nose and shit

life oh life

*dozes off while killing time for my bus*

weeeeeeeee see you guys back in malaysia with dirty toilets (yes that's the main think that i think about and compared between this two places)